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| i started to update the "mail" section of my mac and it started to upload all my old emails...
i came across one that i saved 2 years ago... feb 2007... opened it and it was a conversation of a you and me.
i read it and i asked myself... what happened now? we asked each other to update whenever we had prayer requests.. heh... but no contact has been done on both parties from then.
time flew by so fast... by now it's my third year teaching at this school, by now you're a grad student out in korea... and so much happened in between.
i rarely go on this site... but do when i think of ya. i wonder how your sister is, wondering how you are... but i'm a coward because i don't know how you'd take it.
i don't know what else to say now... i just thought to write on this after reading our conversation. hoping you'll catch this on your subscription. i guess it's my sorry ass way of saying-- how are you.. miss ya... hope you're well. | | |
| personally- Happy 23rd birthday- if u ever get to see this entry--
I had a dream about you last night~ it was such a pleasant dream. I've been having numerous dreams about you and crystal lately.. last year i went to your campus hoping MAYBE it would be possible to see you-- haha it was pretty impossible. this year, you're in a different country, can't drive over to say it..
i miss the walks over to santa anita celebrating our birthdays in todai
i miss the shopping we did there for each other (granted you always gave more than i ever did)
because of my own selfishness... i don't think i told you how much i appreciated you. but i do.
hope you get enough rest- you are probably THE BEST in that class--
happy birthday apryl
pray that you are well.
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| - write my own songs - go to disneyland - go to watch Wicked - love - heal | | |
| it's been one helluva rollercoaster. i never knew it would happen to me, but it did. i felt so... at a loss. but i'm not alone in this-- there movies and soap operas that base on this topic.. EVERYDAY, so my story is really.. a speck of dust compared to the pile of sand. so even if i tell my story-- it's like "oh boo hoo grace, get over it" i thought "pink-light-fairy-tale" can actually happen- but it can't. satan is too jealous and stupid to let it happen like that. YOU FREAKER! but i'm growing. i have grown. but it wasn't easy. in the movie "finding neverland"- george, the oldest of the 4 brothers, was worried about his mother, James, a playwriter said, "and there it is, the boy george is gone, in the past 4 seconds, you have grown out of your childhood, the boy is gone" dunno why that scene keeps repeating in my mind. i'm so naive. | | |
| Today's chapel was on James 1:1-8 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. perseverance must FINISH its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, WHO GIVES GENERAOUSLY TO ALL WITHOUT FINDING FAULT, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double- minded man, unstable in all he does. how much am i believing? am i asking enough? i believe the end product will be amazing... that's how all my trials turn out. but man-- this one's gonna take a long long time. for healing, or understanding.... "who gives without finding fault". blows me away | | |
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